Today was too long for me. I had a doctor's appointment. Cal had a doctor's appointment and Alexis had a dental appointment. To top it off, my mom wanted me to take her to Cablevision to get her cable bill paid. I'm trying to tell her that I have all this stuff to do and she's trying to guilt me in to it! I'm so upset with her right now. So we went to the doctor's. Everything went well. After we left, I dropped Cal off at home and went to pick up my mom. I let her walk from Alexis' dental office to Cablevision to pay her bill. Alexis did so well at the dentist! He was so good. After that, I came home to ge an ingredients list for this detox thing I want to do with my mom. As I walk back to the car, I ask her how much food stamps she got left and she says none. So then I asked her how is she paying for her stuff and she says that I told her I was going to pay for it. No, I didn't. I know I didn't because I don't have money like that. So she asks me to buy her a couple of items she needs: milk, coffee, cereal, and bread. I had to go to the bank first, so we did that and we go to the supermarket. She gets out the car before we are even properly parked to get her stuff. I park and go in to get my own stuff. She has a cart (what for?) and I have one of those carrying things. Don't know the name of it. Fast forward to the cashier. I find out the her "stuff" costs $52.04. For cereal, milk, coffee, and bread? When I see the receipt, I get super pissed. She went and got 3 boxes of cereal, some corn oil, shrimp, hamburgers, and some other stuff. She didn't get any milk and no coffee. I'm beyond pissed. I thought we were over this thing where she leeches off my wallet. Looks like we are not. I'm tired of it. We avoid her phone calls sometimes because of it. She barely has any bills. Not like everything we have to pay over here and yet somehow she needs all this money from us. I had stopped calling her even. Then, she comes to me with this story about her good for nothing man and all this crap, so I told her to leave him. She was sounding strange so I got worried about her. Big mistake. When she saw I was worried, she took advantage of it. I'm so upset. I'm sorry for venting but sometimes I just don't know what to do. She's my momm but she likes to manipulate us. It's ridiculous. Sometimes, I just want to leave the state and disappear.
